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Edge Nodes

It’s not that I’m anti-social and a loner, I am. It’s a different issue.

I can connect with individuals and never groups. I can’t coaelsce a group around me, and I can’t connect into a network. So it’s solo or duo, and duos are tenuous.

I’m only an end node, never a connector. When I’m a hub, the sparks around go off in million different directions but don’t start to interlink.

After Wednesday morning my instinct is to rent a house on a beach and disappear for a while, regardless of outcome. It’s that instinct that furthers the solo. (I suppose it could further the duo if I had a second, but disappearing to a house by a beach won’t change that much.)

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